Hakuchou no Uta A Yullen 14

Sanae sighed after finishing changing Allen into new clothes. She brushed some of his hair from his face.

"I'm so sorry…" she whispered. It must've been traumatizing to be molested in the middle of an alleyway.

Allen stirred a bit, sighing with a small smile.

"I love…too Kanda…sama…" he mumbled. Sanae froze. What did he say? He had
mumbled so softly she could barely understand it. Love Kanda-sama? She smiled.

How cute. Allen was in love with that man. Sanae had already approved. He
seemed like a nice respectable man. Allen would be very happy with him. She just
hoped they would have a chance to be together.

She gently ran a fingertip over Allen's cheek before leaving him in the pale light of
the evening moon. She gently slid the door closed and left.

Allen lay awake in his bed at 4 in the morning. He had been unconscious for 7
hours and was just coming out of it.

The serene alabaster light of the moon shone into his room through silk curtains.  
The silver eyed boy tried his best to stand, holding the side of his mattress for
support.  His legs still felt unstable but he wanted to see the moon.

Allen always loved the moon in all it elegant serenity. Not to mention its strange
pale color that reminded him that his shade of hair was not alone.  He pulled up a
chair and sat in front of his window and stared at the moon. His chin rested on his
arms; which leaned against the windowsill.

The rain had stopped but the world still smelled fresh and washed by the
translucent drops of rain. The hill where he had bumped in Kanda was in view in
the silvery light of the moon.

He could picture himself, throwing himself into the taller man's safe, protective
arms. He could remember how warm he had felt and how his heart swelled to the
size of a pumpkin.

How the night breeze felt distant when he was encircled by his prince.

How their lips ever so tenderly brushed across each other in forbidden bliss…

Allen felt heat rush to his face just remembering that night. The punishment was
worth it, though really there was no punishment for Miyaki was halted by Lavi-
sama…

Lavi-sama. He was such a kindhearted gentleman. His warm emerald gaze
seemed to melt anything it came in contact with. Allen felt comfortable around Lavi-
sama. His smile was warm and his heart radiated chivalry.

But…Allen could not bear to live with two princes. His heart began to ache as it
was tugged between Lavi and Kanda.

Allen's delicate palm touched his chest, as if to hold his heart together.

Why was he being so fickle? It wasn't fair…Kanda-sama was all he ever wanted,
but Lavi-sama had every bit of potential to be his prince. Not to mention he was
comfortable to be around. Allen felt safe in Kanda's arms, but he felt contented in
the arms of the red-headed man.

Allen stared up at the moon for guidance. It was so mysterious, so wise and
ancient…

But he knew inside that he was the one who had to make the choice.

Oh, this would've been so much easier if his heart wasn't already captured by the
two…