Hi guys. I...sorry I haven't been active lately. I guess this website had begun to lose its importance in my life. It holds so many memories dear to me, and yet I've let it slip though my fingers. I'm not doodling in class as much anymore or frantically drawing commissions like a used to. I suppose my youthful vigor has mellowed out a little, yeah?

In any case, I've just come to check in on everyone who still checks in on me from time to time. Even when I am gone, it is touching to see people still favoriting, following, and commenting on my deviations as if I had left just yesterday.

I'm not leaving Deviantart, if that's what you guys think this is.

But by saying that, I'm talking about deactivation. I will keep this account open and running even as it fades from my memory. It will serve as a piece of my childhood that will live on even when I have long forgotten it. I find it important to preserve the memories of yesterday to look back on tomorrow.

I even sound like an older person, yeah? I also use "yeah" a lot now. I have no idea where I picked it up from but I apologize all the same, hahaha. I suppose I can say I've matured exponentially since I was that one Asian n00b that first joined this website and failed at maneuvering the interwebz. For heaven's sake, I've bumped into past comments of mine where I want to smack my younger self upside the head and scream, "I SWEAR TO EFFING GOD I WILL EFFING END YOU."

But that is a fact of life. We all age, no matter how hard we kick, scream, claw, listen to shitty music, paint our faces, and run around in our naked and awkwardly maturing bodies. It cannot be helped nor can it be stopped.

I'll have you all know that I'm still writing. A lot more than usual, at that. I'm more active on Fanfiction.net lately than I am on this website. In fact, I've decided that when I grow up, I'd like to pursue a career in Journalism. Preferrably broadcast journalism (T.V talkshow host, News anchor-ess, etc) though I'd probably have to take a few baths in unicorn tears and estrogen before I look ready for the part appearance-wise.

( For those that would wis to continue reading my works, I have loads more writing on fanfiction.net than this website. Here's a link for the bored and curious:

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I suppose drawing's slowly become my lesser talent. Not that I had much to begin with--but as evidenced by my 300+ deviations, I've kept at it nonetheless.

GODDAMN I DEPRESS MYSELF. Hahaha sorry if I'm depressing you, too. I swear I'm not the prude and tired old woman I sound like right now. I'm actually just really tired from a 6 hour car ride/roadtrip I was on.

But I digress--just here to tell everyone how much I treasure every single llama, favorite, flame, and derpy comment I come in contact with. Since it's summer vacation for me, I'll be updating occassionally--though I can't guarantee I'll all of a sudden be super active again.

I've missed everyone so much. I'd appreciate if you guys would share with me what you've been up to, lately. :')

FOR THE RECORD, I'D ALSO LIKE TO SAY THAT HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART TWO IS COMING OUT SOON AND THAT I'M UBER EXCITED EVEN THOUGH MY CHILDHOOD WILL OFFICIALLY END ON JULY 15TH. OMFG SO STOKED. SO STOKED, MAN.

Kisses. <3